Heimweh.

Summer in Stockholm. Anton, Clara, Björn.

Dancing.

The best balcony there is.

Fabulousness.

Siblings.

Heimweh means 'homesickness' in German. I've been having that lately.
 I just watched pictures of a couple of friends travels to New York. Just looking at the pictures, they could have been taken anywhere, I just miss my dear friends so much. I never before had this much homesickness, or should I say friendsickness, because really what I miss in Stockholm are my friends. I miss hanging out in cheep bars with no music discussing what is the most boring life to have (answer: when you can give blood, you have a pretty boring/stable life), sitting in parks, falling asleep on Björn's shoulder, walking thought the different apartments in Tensta (suburbian Stockholm) to see who's home and overdose on coffee, going thought the millions of books in the many book shelf in my old apartment, Julia's fabulousness, Annika's laugh, Anna's sneak hugs, my siblings and nieces, hearing Robert telling odd fun facts on the balcony or just introducing new words he's going to use, being to many in the onion (couch) at Debaser, the light (summer in Sweden is light almost all day), hugs that never end. This list could go on.

It's not that I don't enjoy myself in Berlin but I just miss being sounded of people that know me so well that we don't have to speak and that we can talk about everything. Nothing is weird. Even if I've been home three times since September last year and had some of them visit, I just miss them so much. After being home last Easter my homesickness got bigger because of the great time for the short time I was there.
I have two weeks of work and I plan to spend a week (at least) in Sweden. I'm not really sure how I will go there yet (flying not being a option), but train, ride sharing or hitchhiking are the options that are most likely and the plan is to go this weekend if everything works out.  I want to go Copenhagen and Malmö in southern Sweden either on the way to Stockholm or the way back to Berlin.
I had many plans for these two week of but I think I will spend most of the time in the Stockholm area. I really looking forward to going home, a bit more every day that goes by. I can hardly wait.