I think the headline says it all, because this is all I feel like I'm doing right now.
I wake up, eat, read on the way to work, work, eat, read on the way from work, eat, read in my reading arm chair in my room, sleep. Next day is the same. Repeat for five days a week. Two days sleep-ins and more reading with more coffee then usually and you have my week.
With that written, I can't say that so much interesting is happening in my life at the moment. Most of the things I spend my time with are book related. I still see friends, go to social events, write in my diary and try to sort out the mess, that feels like it getting bigger for everyday, in my head.
I'm having bad days most of time it feel like and I'm kind of struggling with a lot of things in my every day life. I don't feel bad, but I can't say that I feel that good either.
I go from feeling overworked and overwhelmed to feeling I'm not doing enough and underwhelmed. I'm tried. I'm homesick. I'm confused about most things. I'm emotionally unstable changing mood all the time.
I feel that's enough of the the workings of my inner brain. More you don't need to know at the moment. I'm not going to break or anything.
I do feel good about reading and I enjoy talking about books all day trying to find a great book for a costumer. I enjoy that I read and that I'm taking time to write more then before. Even though it might just be a couple of words a day. Some days are pages long.
I'm back in book club after a couple off month of and love it. Right now we're reading the first female Nobel prize winner in literature, Semla Lagerlöf. She won the Nobel prize in 1909 and was the first woman selected to be in the Swedish Academy, the ones that choose the winner for the prize among other things. This years before women could even vote in Sweden. Many might know about Nils Holgersson underbara resa genom Sverige or as it's called in English The Wonderful Adventures of Nils. Anyhow, in Sweden you kind of grow up talking about her and since I haven't read anything of her, except a child version of Nils, I suggested her for book club under the theme Nobel Prize winner. In our very democratic book club everyone gets to suggest book but my suggestion won. So we're reading The Treasure(1903) and I really like this book. It's a ghost story in winter Sweden; what's not to like? And it's also really short.
It also has giving me a short break from reading just books we have at work. In Swedish! And getting to talk about it for hours!
I guess I'm kind of boring at the moment.
I like spending time at home. I like spending Friday evening at 20-21 streaming Swedens hardest quiz show, På Spåret, and answering the questions I know the answer to to loud for myself while following the twitter feed about the show. I drink heaps of coffee most of the time. I always look forward to Super Sunday with brunch and friends. I like talking Finnish with my friend and mentor in Finnish, Vinski. I like drinking beer on a Thursday with Nanna when we both have frustrating days and so on.
I feel very calm most of the time and this makes me feel like I'm not doing anything which isn't really true. I don't think I do anything really that feels write-able.
I'm unsure if this is even something that is write-able or readable/interesting for you.
Since I just ate, I will now read. I'm reading about vampires at the moment (no, not Twilight) and it's getting super good 300 pages in but it might make my dreams go crazy bad so I might just read about God going fishing and coming back, seeing that earth is going to hell. After reading comes sleep. Do it you too. :)
Read well and good night. Puss.
Ps. Anyone who can get which books I wrote about above gets so many plus points. Specially if you know both the author and the title.
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