Shyness.

I talked a bit about relationships today. About being in love and such. And that I like someone so much but have not been able to show it even if so much time has passed.

Well, the conversation that describes this best is this.

Friend 1 - When you meet Jenny, you wouldn't think she's shy, but she is when it comes to him.

Friend 2 - Yeah, you like this guy to much so you're to afraid of doing anything. I will come the next night and help you out.

During this time, the conversation goes on with the two friends talking about me but not really to me, I blush just thinking about this guy.

Gosh, I'm so shy when it comes to this, and I don't think so many of my friends would really expect it from me since I'm quite forward. But god his is attractive in so many way.

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Updated.

Note to self after this blog post: Do not drunkenly blog. It's not okay.